I miss my blog - SPLENDOR OF LOVE so much. It has been more than two weeks that my blog server was disabled by a hosting company. I used to open it and reread my old entries each time I am using the internet. I feel so sad that I still don’t know and have no assurance if it’ll be fixed by the hosting company. That is the only blog where I shared my most emotional experience in life. It is where I mostly express all of my feeling especially about my love life. It means a lot to me. I am not doing this to bring back all my hardest times. But by reading again and again those entries, it makes me realize of who I am before and who I am now. It makes me think of how I faced the trials and hurts, as well as how I’ve moved on. That blog treasures my experiences and my learnings in the realities of life. I just hope, it won’t be lost forever. It will be my guide of how to face my next challenges in life. I will do better next time. If only I can ask to them even just the whole blog file ready for export, if they can’t really put back all the blogs. These are the last entries I made in my blog…

And this is what will appear in my blog site now..